Grey's Anatomy Season 3 Finale...

Ok, So I was ready for the departure of Addison. I actually liked what I saw of the spinoff, private practice. However, the season 3 finale of grey's anatomy has both charlie and I in a bad place. I don't know if you watch Grey's Anatomy, but everything is falling apart. I thought it was terrible when I sobbed my way through Denny's Death in the Season 2 finale, but this season has me crying for all new reasons. Meredith and Derek are no longer working...Burke Left Christina...George didn't pass and is possibly leaving...if george leaves the show I will seriously cry...Izzy is completely heartbroken...Everything is changing and I am not kidding it is breaking my heart.

I really don't get into shows the way I have Grey's. It is my joy. Everything I have grown to love about the show is gone. I don't know what to say. Charlie is so upset he just sat there with the TV off for like 5mins, then went to bed. I am sitting here crying over a tv show. It truly feels like my heart is breaking with the possibility of this show becoming another Cold, Hard-to-follow ER.

Maybe I'm pathetic, and maybe I am ridiculous for feeling this way about a TV Show. But when you work as much as charlie and I do, and it becomes your "together ritual", It's really hard to swallow.

So I am going to bed now. Sad. Disappointed. Praying for Season 4 this fall to make it better. The only quick fix I have is that I am going to Macy's tomorrow to zap items into our registry. Hell, if anything that kind of wishful shopping should lift my spirits.